Sometimes, prophetic visions can be debilitating. When you wake up some mornings and know that your whole life will be rocked sideways...fear can manifest, grow, and there's a gnawing sense that you HAVE TO do something about it.

That's when it gets tricky.

You stop focusing on what you do want and start unconsciously, building, working, thinking about all the things you can do to stop it.

Can you see what's happening?

Laser focus on separation from the Universal creative processes, dwelling in unease like I must be getting punished mentality, I can't let this happen, unhealthy attachments to ideal certainties -- a full blown contraction of your heart.

This fear of your lost planned out future can manifest into bulldozing traumatic responses.

Fighting with aggressive approaches to "making my way happen", flurried movements to force your way through with biting words, swear words thrown around like daggers, and fury focused on the small interruptions to your 'mission' to not let it be so - slamming doors or breaking items - surprising yourself with your own strength.

Your so amped up with worries that you begin to lose sleep.

Exhausting your mind and body to the point you "need a break" so you start sabotaging with binge drinking, sex with no connection... actively seeking the high release, mini getaways, drowning in piles of work and new projects -- so BUSY, then losing yourself in conversations as you take mini trips to disassociation land.

Point break.

You get so DONE that you fall over in a miserable heap.

Parts of your body numb out, it gets hard to move out of your bed, there's a heaviness that just won't go away, more deep-seated fears generate nightmares that leave you stuck in paralysed stuckness that it will always be this way. Full collapse into hopelessness.

"Why Universe? I give up."
"Good, child"

Now, you can surrender to evolving in the moment, releasing the senselessness of your OWN wants to a greater awareness.

These fearful shenanigans has separated you from possibilities that all will unfold without interference from you into something more extraordinary.

Now, here we are.

In the thick of surrendering to an ever-changing landscape of moving pieces.

With presence, there's power to accept that you are part of the whole.

Blossoming peace arrives to soldier you into deep reverence for the beauty of the unknown.

There's more than your singular frequency at play in this divine symphony of creation.

Then your soul laughs. Remember...

Tātai whetū ki te rangi,
mau tonu, mau tonu;
Tātai tangata ki te whenua
ngaro noa, ngaro noa.

“The stars in the sky remain forevermore; people bound to the land will pass”.

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