The imposter syndrome, the not good enough-ness vibes and sister wounds have been floating around with a vengeance over the last few days and are now, gloriously illuminated by the full moon.
I have found a lot of f***s escaping from my mouth, a crazy notion to chuck it all in, to wallow in messy childhood experiences, the stuff ups, the old crap...because that is ALWAYS fun to do on the full moon, right?!
A massive sound healing session facilitated earlier definitely speeds up the process and I am setting myself up for a ritual tonight to support me to clear out more rubbish and feel all the feels so I can move deeper into my truth.
All this agitation is welcome.
All the disturbances come party with me.
All that resistance is only surface level...
Bring it all on!!
This full moon is absolutely aligned with clearing out lots of old baggage that YOU no longer need to carry, trust deeply in those intuitive nudges (even when they are scary), concentrate on reflecting the true wealth of your lived experiences in this life and past, and step out of your comfort zone because you are always free to move (awkwardly, with fears, without full comprehension of the next step) in the direction of your freedom.
There are positives too...you will connect with soul-aligned people that will enhance your self-belief OR will teach you more about living in your truth as you continue to take those little aligned steps.
The sister wound describes the emotional scars and unresolved traumas that can arise from past conflicts and unresolved issues between women living in a patriarchal society (jealousy, scapegoating, witch on trial, resentment, competition, cattiness, gossip, comparisonitis, fear of feminine traits, alienation and so on).
This wound is blaringly felt in the last few days, and you may be finding yourself wanting to hide who you are to fit in or shrink away from the limelight because you have been hurt before by judgements and so on...but these arise so that you can learn healthy ways to form authentic connections and trust with others.
Remember, that we can all be mirrors to those parts of ourselves that we don't want to see or be seen as.
What next?
1. Release the energetic crap in ritual
2. Remember who tf you are
3. Move into community with your full presence
3a. get my support to get clarity on what you truly want and the next steps to take in a breakthrough session with me below
p.s
I actually took this photo accidentally when I was setting up the camera at Purga and thought to myself I will NEVER use that one!! But it feels oh so appropriate for this moon (frowned expression, have I prepared enough?, take it in your stride, you are a Goddess...bloody move lady)
